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I'm The Only Thing Killing Me

by ~pirateoforange, Jan 3, 2011, 9:28:05 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

_{I'm in this "home"
with my big black coat on,
but I can't help but shiver.

Oh, how I'd love to decipher
what you wrote late at night,
but I'm afraid I just don't have
the energy.

I could argue, I could spit facts
and hurtful things in your direction,
but what good would that do? When you're
the logical one and I'm only coughing up reasons to 'non-exist'.

----

I keep waiting for you to
slip through my frosted
window and suffocate the
very idea of death out of me.

But you never come, you
never place a soft, warm hand
over my mouth and kill the one thing
that is out to get me...

Well, me. Of course.}

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four years oldthe killdeer is dead.
my little girl cried for a week.

she cried for that noisy little
feather-devil, that god-forsaken
puppet.

that warmed-fleshed thing that
kept me up all night with it's
whining.

i loathed it's dependancy on me.

"i need food"
"i need water"
"i need love"

"mommy, make it stop"
(just shut up,
shut up,
please!)

i'll be honest with God,
she scares me.
that blonde haired,
brown eyed creature that i birthed.
she scares me with her gaze.

four years old by ~pirateoforange

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The Bits and Pieces.i remember when i
could breathe him in and
he was smoke,
sweetly choking off my lungs;
not the rusting nails i feel now.

----The Bits and Pieces. by ~pirateoforange

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Dear Boy, Dear Girldear boy,

don't you know your eyes are sparking unnatural disasters that are wrecking the temples of sand i spent so much time on? i intended to sleep tonight, but the storm of you is beating the sea-glass windows and blowing out all the candles i had lit. you're breaking down my dirt walls and flooding the floors with the salt water and ash from your veins. you're invading when i'm already exhausted. and how could i possibly rest with when you're bringing my heart to a screaming stop?

Dear girl,

Must I apologize for what I have done? I forced my unforgiving reckoning through, and cast your walls asunder. I relentlessly beat down upon you,Dear Boy, Dear Girl by ~pirateoforange

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The Condition.They call it water on the brain,

But I think I'm just

crazy,
crazy,
crazy.The Condition. by ~pirateoforange

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